❤ PUNK KID ❤
Lord, how sad my life has changed this way. I don’t know what’s going on with myself. I barely have any idea of what and who I’ve become in this moment of my life. I know I’ve changed… a lot. I know I’m lost. And I blame nobody for this but myself. It seems that at this point of my life, everything is wrong and certain things are just so difficult to handle. Perhaps, I’d find myself through all this. Indeed, nobody knows me better than I do. But I doubt, since You are my God and You know best about my fate. Sigh. Truly unpredictable - - life as it is. Lord, whatever the consequences are, I’ll accept it and face it with all the strength and courage that you’ve endowed upon me for I know that in this world, there’s no turning back. I’m ready to suffer. And I’m ready to hope. I just keep in mind that this is just like any other predicaments that soon shall pass. Though, as of now, I couldn’t fathom the reason and purpose behind this despair, my hopes are high that one day, You will provide me peaceful mind and deep understanding about this circumstance and most importantly, grant me once again the joy and happiness that I deserve despite my shortcomings. I’m optimistic enough to believe that eventually, everything will fall into place. EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING.
Thank You Lord.
- Jude S. -
❝ Androgyny ❞
Photographed by Daniil Timofeev. ❤